Friday, July 30, 2010

July 2010

July 2010 was a depressing month for me...

I got the news that obpa was leaving for Australia
for work + vacation with his family,
and I was not included...

It left me a lifetime scar...
(maybe it will wear off overtime but that is another problem)

So, my mom and sisters comforted me by getting me on a trip to Penang.
I enjoyed the time there,
we went places and I kinda forgotten his time in Australia.

By the time he got back, I have to forget and move on with my life.

Maybe it will take a trip to Australia myself to forgive him.
(Of course, I already keep in mind, If I die, I forgive him.
But for now, the forgiveness is still hanging.)

well, during this month also I had the opportunity to help obpa to sell hotdogs and drinks.
It's an experience for me.
It was tiring but worthwhile.

and also funny thing, I was also admitted in a hospital
for dengue and i survived.
Alhamdulillah...


SMILE ALWAYS :)